Today is our 4 year anniversary.
I won’t be cheesy or anything.
But i’ll admit…i love the chick.
I see way to many cheesy things on tumblr and its from people that have been in like 3 hour relationships. haha
I’ve learned that the key to longevity is fairly simple.
As basic as that is, its always being looked over.

The best songs happen to play while i was driving home.
Humble Beginnings by Charles hamilton.
I guess its true that the loneliest people are up around the earliest times of day.
I’ve realized how bittersweet it is to be single
The freedom and being worry free is dope but misery loves company.
Definitely miss the hangouts, sleeping next to you, and just straight chilling,
But we grew older.
And sometimes growing up doesn’t make the situation better or more mature.
Sometimes when a couple grows together, they grow apart.
Still kills me every now and then that we broke up but its something i hope i dont regret.
I’m just living up to my decision and seeing whats in store for me.
Drinking just blurs reality for a bit then once i sober up, it all comes back.
But nonetheless.
Coming home this late was bad.
My dad took my car keys.
I got work tomorrow.
hopefully he’ll give it back.
i won’t be coming home around 5 ever again unless i know its worth it. haha
i still want warm chocolate chip cookies and milk.
I miss my mom.
She is always a good reason why i want to come back home.
No one understands me like her.
The laughs, the food, and the jokes.
I miss everything.
June 1st needs to come asap.
I just wish i had that connection with my dad.
Wish i was a little closer to him.
I guess it could be my fault but it takes two to tango, right?
I’m just used to being in a relationship and it blows.
I’m used to having someone always there for me at anytime of day.
This single shit isn’t for me.
I’m not even the type of guy to ask for you number after just first meeting you unless im drunk. and i think thats cheating. haha
alcohol = personality enhancer. haha
i dont even have an AC in my room.Â
I’ve got a window fan right next to my bed and it damn sure does the job right.
But whats a big bed if you ain’t got no one to share it?
Maybe i gotta downsize my bed.
It’ll open up my room up more.
Hopefully i’m not the only 20 year old going to this birthday party in a couple hours.
Talking to random people is always dope.
I wish i was dope.
Good night.
The part when you have to learn to let go.
Trying to have everything you can’t have.
Well just know that, that person doesnt love you.
so why stress over someone that doesnt give two flying fucks about ya?
sheeeesh guys. haha
(Source: ayyekaaatie, via niicolex)
Sometimes if it doesn’t work out the 1st time maybe it will the 2nd or 3rd time around.
Around the 4th, 5th, 6th, time maybe its best to look elsewhere.
The 8th, 9th, 10th, and so on….consider yourself desperate and just know that, that person doesn’t want you at all.
Persistence is great but its only worth it if both sides are trying 100%.
Get over being a hopeless romantic.
Someone out there is looking for you and in due time you guys will cross paths.
I’m going to try to keep these short and simple cause the majority of tumblr posts are just funny images, GIFs, or one liner titles.
Seems like no one likes to read as much. haha
The dark side of relationships/love/allthatmushyshit.